May 2012
“Anxiety is love’s greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a...”
– Chief Keef
25 Things I’ve Learned In My 20s
By RYAN O’CONNELL
You can’t date a jerk and expect to turn them into a good person. Jerks are fully committed to being unpleasant. Those brief moments of tenderness they give you are designed to trip you up and give you false hope. It’s best to stay away altogether.
The rumors are true: your metabolism does slow down as you get older! That means if you’re still eating whatever you...
Coyness is nice and coyness can stop you from saying all the things in life you’d like to…
In need of newness.
I’m in need of newness. My life is in need of newness. A new anything, really - whether it’s a person, a conversation, a place - just something to revitalize my spirits. There’s only so much room for growth when you’re stuck in the same environment and I feel that I’ve reached my absolute limit. You experience happiness and pleasure and joy out of life by exposing...
lunaoki:
I have wrapped myself round in my own personality again. How does it come about - these sudden, intense changes of view? Perhaps my life is unusually conscious: very vivid to me. But when I enter a complete world of its own, I realise that this is existing whether I exist or not; and so get bowled over. — Virginia Woolf, Diary Entry, 9 May 1926.
aflycurlyhead asked: I absolutely love your blog. Finally something good to read :) Thanks.
Cause I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with...
…so I can say this is the way that I used to be. So many thoughts yet I haven’t found the words to express any of them. My mind is constantly racing with a zillion thoughts going in different directions. I want to sort them all out but can’t seem to find the one track. I’ve been living inside of my head for way too long, to the point where I can’t focus on anything...
April 2012
I have issues, man.
“People never knew what to do with my love, so they often went without it...”
Adderall, redbull, and a kick in the ass.
It kills me that all throughout the semester, the workload (or lack thereof) is too good to be true. You rarely ever have anything to do aside from the few scattered homework assignments. As the last 2-3 weeks of the semester are winding down, the work starts piling up. Research papers, final assignments, portfolios, everything. I’ve been over this semester. Spring break hit and that was it...
Does anyone have a fuck to spare?
I haven’t any left.
I need one, maybe even half of one just to keep with me until the semester’s over.
I’m ready to move onto the next stage of my life…
March 2012
“I do not think I’m easy to define. I have a wandering mind. And I’m not anything...”
– Syd Barrett
"You should download this app"
Guy: okay i downloaded it, what does it do?
Girl: um, why? Will it give me a virus? Will it use up my data? Will it drain my battery? Do I have to pay for it? Will it freeze my phone? How big is the file? Will it use a lot of my storage space? What does it do? Why you want me download it? What's so good about it?
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One Bad Vibe Theory
I believe the most vulnerable part of any relationship is at the very beginning when you are trying to determine if someone is right for you. So you go through all the appropriate steps in trying to determine if someone is true, faithful, dedicated, loyal, serious and has the same intentions and expectations as yourself.
So you believe that you are at a point where something could move forward...
I may be attracted by your physical appearance but it is the mental connection developed through getting to know each other intellectually that first draws me to you ~ that “spark” of excitement growing between us as we spend hours conversing and becoming good friends.
What are some good thrifting spots in NYC?
It’ll be my first time, so I need great recommendations!
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Hard to get, easy to keep.
Too often, people mistake me for a “fronter.” It’s a very rare instance where I have to lie to get out of something. When it comes down to being asked out by a guy, I won’t lie. Yet when I give my straight, honest answer - I’m “frontin”. Like dude, no means no and that’s it. There’s no front. No such front exists.
What some guys don’t...
My lack of text.
Due to:
No current love interest (at all)
Just school
Pretty much sums it up why I don’t have anything to write about.
Did you know poop spelled backwards is still poop?
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Poop.
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“I see when men love women. They give them but a little of their lives. But...”
– Oscar Wilde (via fermelaboushe)
February 2012
Material things are fuel to my fire. They're my...
I buy one thing and start thinking of how it can change my life.
You too?
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I don’t know how to cope with stress anymore. I’ve been dealt with such shitty circumstances as of late and it kills me that they aren’t my fault. It’s one thing to make a mistake and own up to it and deal with the outcome but I swear all of these things that are happening to me are out of my control. I’m tired of feeling victimized by such fucked up circumstances. I...
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I am in need of something positively life...
This “school-work-gym-sleep-rinse-repeat” routine is not cutting it anymore. My sanity is at stake.
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When I pause for a response:
Me: Hi, how are you?
Person: ........
When I don't pause for a response:
Me: Hi, how are you? I'm calling fo-
Person talking over me: I'm well, how are you?
Chopped & Screwed.
I’ve officially hopped onto the chopped & screwed music scene - is it even a scene? Who knows. But I finally realized how many songs sound better slowed down, it’s incredible. I plan on making myself a playlist and I know everyone on tumblr posts great chopped and screwed tracks that they’ve even made themselves.
So, what are your favorite chopped & screwed tracks (by...
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2-14-12
I just want to go home and have pizza, it would make my heart melt. Hearing the laughter of my family - particularly my father, his two sisters and my grandmother, made me feel incredible today since it’s the 15th anniversary of my grandfather’s death. You’d think it would scar everyone’s perception of Valentine’s Day and put a damper on it but it’s always a day...
“The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical...”
– Carl Jung (via overduerent)